I have no idea what silence sounds like. I constantly have a ringing or a humming in my ears. I have had my hearing checked, it’s fine. I have to sleep with a white noise machine going, though our cat sometimes makes sleeping difficult but I digress.
I also have no idea what absolute darkness is like. When I am hypo-manic or manic every single trace of light is excruciatingly bright to me. This is how I know it is time for me to go to bed. The sun during the winter is hell when it reflects off the snow... mind you we have to get sun during the day for this to happen.
Ok so some visual distortions have started to happen and my laptop screen is too bright to look at even on the least brightest setting.
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