I have just had zero motivation to do anything the last three weeks. It is almost like I can't be bothered to care about much. My Christmas was fine, my fiancee got me a sweet God Father print type of deal. It's one of those rigid type of print deals. It is awesome, the God Father, in my opinion, is a cinematic masterpiece. Totally my favorite movie.
Anyway, I finished my placement with Randstad on December 20 and I have been off since. I did have an interview for another placement that was tailor made for me. Non-profit, full time, ongoing and doing multiple different things at a fast pace. A $7/hr pay raise from what I was making at the last placement.
Got the call about it yesterday, she was going to offer the job to me. She loved my technical abilities and my personality. Job was mine; until someone internal got it. I was right there, I had it, I was in the doorway and the door smacked me. That was disappointing, but it is the nature of the business. Still though, I had it. It was mine. Story of my life lately, but hey have to move on.
Back to the point of this post, the longer that I am on "vacation" I tend to get more and more depressed. I've started sleeping up to 12 hours a night. I know there are multiple things that I should be doing, like exercising but I just have zero drive or interest in doing that. Trying to be social has gotten to be exhausting, but hiding in the apartment all day for multiple days on end isn't good either.
I might start scheduling posts leached from my fitness blog that I do not write in anymore. Just the posts that relate a little bit.
Anyway, I finished my placement with Randstad on December 20 and I have been off since. I did have an interview for another placement that was tailor made for me. Non-profit, full time, ongoing and doing multiple different things at a fast pace. A $7/hr pay raise from what I was making at the last placement.
Got the call about it yesterday, she was going to offer the job to me. She loved my technical abilities and my personality. Job was mine; until someone internal got it. I was right there, I had it, I was in the doorway and the door smacked me. That was disappointing, but it is the nature of the business. Still though, I had it. It was mine. Story of my life lately, but hey have to move on.
Back to the point of this post, the longer that I am on "vacation" I tend to get more and more depressed. I've started sleeping up to 12 hours a night. I know there are multiple things that I should be doing, like exercising but I just have zero drive or interest in doing that. Trying to be social has gotten to be exhausting, but hiding in the apartment all day for multiple days on end isn't good either.
I might start scheduling posts leached from my fitness blog that I do not write in anymore. Just the posts that relate a little bit.
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